Sunday, January 8, 2012

Priority and Option

Are you someone's priority or someone's option?

I was someone's option in my past relationship but he was my priority. I had my world revolved around him and him being happy was my source of happiness, the only source. I used to wake up waiting for his texts, wait for him to make plans with me, wait for him to come back from whatever he was doing and hope that he would still remember my existence. Then he destroyed me.

Since then, I have promised myself to not be someone's option. I am not an object and I do not exist to fill in someone's time gap. I have feelings and I am going to protect them this time.